… And I will come to you again in 3 weeks… those were my last words to my mother when I visited her again after a long time and found that she was quite poor. I don't know if she sensed me, but her gaze on me and her renewed appetite told me that she was very happy to see me again.

I didn't keep my word.

Our next meeting with her was in 7 years - at her funeral. This time, her body definitely didn't notice me anymore.

I had to live with guilt for many years before I discovered the method I had worked out, understood it all, and found inner peace.

I don't know how it would have happened between us if I had worked on my fears and pains earlier in her life and could have spent the last seven years by her side, at least during our visits…

I forgave myself ♥

 FLOW - OF EASE!